My Chaotic Loving Families ♡

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fam·i·ly
ˈfam(ə)lē/
noun
plural noun: families
  1. 1.
    a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.



  2. 2.
    all the descendants of a common ancestor.
I have debated and debated how to start this post.
I thought well I could post about the divorces or about how hard it is and was or...

I could post about the amazing people that have been in my life.

Up above i have the definition of the word family and through out my life I have developed my own personal meaning of the word family.

To me family are the people who know you, they love you, and even though they aren't always there for you they still love you and you know they do.

I have been raised by many different people in my life and they have made me into who I am. I am so extremely blessed to have so SO many people in my life that love me. The many aunts, uncles, grandmas, grandpas, and cousins I've met and developed relationships with!

Even though some I have little contact with now.. They all have a place in my heart. They have helped me grow in one way or another, they have cared for me, and created precious memories that I will always remember. Without them I wouldn't be half the girl I am today.

SO..

How about a shout out to the amazing people that have influenced my life!



I would have to start out with my mom's family because my mom is the one person that never comes and goes. She has been there every step of the way. Even when shes not with me she calls me EVERYDAY twice if not more. She cares for me and supports me always! If I lost her my world would be flipped upside down. Many people may argue, even me sometimes, but I have THE best mom I could ever even wish for! She is a strong young women who looks out for her kids and cares about them and loves them. Her current boyfriend and her work countless.. countless.. hours to support my siblings and I because they don't have much financial support from anyone else. They bust their butts to give us the best life's they think we deserve, to give us infinite happiness, and really that's so much more than we could ever as them and millions of dollars couldn't repay what they have done for us. I love them both so much. Supposing my mom and Rick will get married, this will be her third marriage and I have never seen her so happy. Yes I remember the memories and the great times from the past, but nothing compares to how happy she is now. She is always smiling when she is with Rick and seeing that makes me so happy for her. I am constantly asked.. "Well do you like your mom's boyfriend and his kids and everything?"
My sister, me and my amazing step sisters
   YES!
I love Rick, his daughter Austynne, and Austynne's half sister Taysia! They have been such an amazing addition to my little family tree! We all get along so well.. I am glad I can be a big sister to two more girls and be there for them to look up too.
They have influenced my life in the most amazing way possible. I have made two new best friends that I will have til the very end and I am so lucky for that! Rick also has twin boys named Chance and Colton! I have never met them, but if they are related to Rick they are some cool people. (Probably not quite as cool as Ricky Ray Larkin though.)

I am also very lucky to have two half sisters, Ella and Kaylee, both are absolutely beautiful and they will grow up to be amazingly talented young woman. And I have one half brother who is a STUD! and he is the one and only mini spider man, it's fine. He is also the funniest little turd to be around! He has bleach blonde hair and is six years old and can ride a skateboard.

Lastly I have my blood brother and sisters, Dominick and Jordan. Both in which I love SO much. The love I have for these people is incomprehensible. They have not only been the best people to grow up around but they have always had my back, through thick and thin, and that what I love about them most. My brother is in college and is such an a amazing example to me! He has always been someone to look up to! He is extremely successful and he is going far places. My sister is still in high school and she never seizes to amazing me. She is extremely talented in a variety of things. She plays basketball, softball, she cheers, dances, and also take honors classes. She is an amazing young lady and I am so pumped to see where life takes her. She is probably the worlds funniest person alive, but don't get on her bad side she has an evil side.

I love every person that I have in my life, and I am so lucky to have them all. Most people have two parents, I have five people that have played a big enough part in my life that they will be considered a mom or dad no matter what. Some people sit there and feel sorry for me and give me sympathy, but I wouldn't change any of it FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!

One person in my life that I consider a really  big part of it is Sabrina Casper, the mom of my half brother and sister. Sabrina is one of the most amazing people I have ever met and she made two BEAUTIFUL babies (who aren't babies anymore). Sabrina was always there for my sister and I. She was a girl you could count on and was loved by many and missed by all. She passed away July 27, 2010. She might not have had the opportunity to raise Kaylee and Kalin, but I know she is watching over them in heaven and she is proud of them and of the many talents they have. I also know that they will someday return to their mom and have the opportunity to get to know there mom a little bit better. I love Sabrina and I miss all the good times we had together. Two funny memories I have of her is she always smelt like the purple aussie hairspray. LIKE ALWAYS. and we would always listen to Pocket Full of Sunshine. She was and is amazing. I love you Brina! R.I.P. <3

In conclusion I just want to say that I am truly blessed to have an amazing, beautiful, talented, loving family! And I love every single person in it!  







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